DIVINITY WITHIN - Day 51 of 108 - Life has no meaning. We give it meaning/s.

Imagine being on the operating table, your whole body paralyzed and you are screaming "stop, stop" because the doctor is cutting you up and you can feel it being butchered, hear everything and yet no sound is coming out of your mouth and the anesthesiologist is just looking at you and holding your hand even tho' you keep screaming.  This happened to me on March 28, 1988 at West Suburban Hospital in Oak Park, Illinois during my c-section operation.

And as I contemplate on what more to write, i decided to google it and found  Alexandra Bythell, from Burnley, who woke up during an operation to remove her appendix on http://www.telegraph.co.uk/health/nhs/10769048/Woman-woke-up-on-operating-table-as-surgeons-prepared-to-remove-appendix.html.  Alexandra sued the hospital and they settled with her for an undisclosed amount for the trauma that she suffered.

How many patients had the same experience and never sued?  How many sued and benefitted financially from such traumatic experience?  What do you think of those who sued and those who didnt?

Life has no meaning.  We give it meaning/s.

all is but an illusion.  that is why whenever you feel about something, pause for a moment and tell yourself that 'it is not what it seems" and see how your feelings change. that is why it is also said that "when you change the way you look at things, the things you looked at change".   That is because if  things are not what it seems, then you can actually give it a hundred different meanings depending on your mood, your situation, the time of day, and whatever any other thing that can give a different color or meaning to the situation.

Lets take Einstein's theory  about "Time is an illusion".  He talked about time and space as a loaf of bread and you can slice it differently and each slice is a NOW MOMENT.  my now is different from your now and someone's now depending on space might be your past or your future.   TIME is only an illusion no matter how persistent it is.

Even his theory doesnt seem what it seems when you go deeper into past, present and future as it is happening simultaneously in the NOW MOMENT which would make it more like everything and every moment is frozen in time rather than time flowing continously.

that being the case,  holographic universe makes more sense than talking about the big bang, time and space, black hole/ wormhole and singularity.